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Feelings

2007-05-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

What do we mean by feelings ?

When you say that you have feelings to some one , and you care about him. Do you really know him? Do you really care about him?Do feelings exists?Do you need him? In what way do u need him?Do u need him to be with you to be think with you to touch you ? Touch you in what way ?Is it the body touch you want ? OR its deep touch ?

Allot of questions you have in your mind trying to find an answer.

You stop and think and think until u find an answer . Answer Answer Answer Answer

Why i do think alto ?why i don't live my life without thinking ?

I wanna enjoy my life ........... Then do it enjoy it without alto of questions and answers.I cant stop asking and answering because its me yeah its me .

You know what ...............................................

After alto of thinking .After alto of asking my self those questions .After trying to answer them.

I know one thing I know that i do care about you i do need you i do miss you i do want you .

I want love !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is't too much for me to ask !!!!!!!!!!!! I cant live without love without feelings without YOU .

Do smile that sweet smile Yeah ITS YOU.

Life

2007-03-22T12:30:00.000-07:00

Its a very big puzzle isnt it.

You try to collect it and make the picture complete did u try to do this or its just me !!!!!!!!!

Some time you think that you know every thing and you are holding the whole world in your hand and some time you fell like a small kid trying to move trying to stand .

You are so weak you are so small you are human .

Human !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I try to find the way i can be strong

I try to find every thing about that human .

But really he makes me so crazy .................. he want to live for ever ............he want to do every thing...........he want to know every thing....................he want to try every thing .

but he is human he is sooooooo small so tiny that you may not see him (some times) and that time you cant imagine how he feel .

Do he need to have some one to help him collect and put the puzzle together .

I thing that u have to have some one care about you think the same way you do .

That one special person may be a friend may be a lover but at least he is a human

That human will make you Strong make you feel that there is some one with you trying to solve that puzzle .

Happiness :)

2007-03-07T05:18:00.000-08:00

What is happiness?

do u know ?

what make u happy ?

Is it ur work ?
Is it when u feel that you are in love ?

Is it when u feel some one love u ?
Is it when u have a new thing u wanted it so bad ?

I want to be happy . I want to make all the people around me happy . Its so difficult :((

soooooooooooooooo DIFFICULT :((

I need love . I need peace . I need YOU :)

who is YOU ??????

If u know here please tell me

I need to live with u in an island

away

away form every one

just me and u

will u feel me

will u love me

do u know whom is here

if u do plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tell me

couse i didnt find here

and i need here

and i need to know here

i need to hug here

i need to be with here

this was just a thing going inside me and i wanted to say it loud

so loud

I am doing my job

2007-03-01T13:02:00.000-08:00

Thanks a lot for the lovely words you have said about me . I was so touched. That words maid me so happy . The feeling that i cam make a person feel happy , feel painless makes me so proud of my self and makes me wanna makes me know that i am doing the right thing . I promises you that i will do what ever i can to make every patient i have happy and painless. ((this was an introduction to the most sensitive person yasmin )).
She wrote a bog on me with very nice words that made me so happy .
You are a very special person and i want you to continue in you are way .You have allot of power . So talk and write and be happy not happy be so happy . Because you a very special person . I hope to be one the person's whom will change the blogger idea . And u did .

I am so happy .
thank you sweet.

sorry i am not good writer but i tried to do my best but words cant express what i wanna say .